when i find you, ill find me.

lately, i feel like i have lost all my friends. yet, from someone looking from the outside can see that i do talk to alot of people and it looks like i have tons of friends. But when im alone, i feel like i have lost all of them. even though most of them are physically there, but they really arent there as a friend anymore.

or is it that im not there anymore? i dont know anymore. i cant figure it out.

i would like to say that its all them, that they changed. but that would be a lie.

Because i have changed the most.